where have i been?

good question, i don't have an answer. by the way merry christmas, happy hanukkah and happy new year! still in therapy and from what she says i will be for years. the original reason i went there, (anger) is actually getting better but now we have to deal with the problem causing it. let me rephrase that i am learning to deal with the anger it's not so displaced anymore and i am finley realising where it comes from and i'm able to put it back on the person that gave it to me. a little anyway thats why i'm there! still have feelings for her there is a name for it that i cant think of right now but it has to do with her helping me and listining to me and being nice. but anyway thats it for now